There is a particular kind of tiredness that no amount of sleep can fix. I've known it in the middle of a workday, sitting at my desk, everything nominally fine — and yet feeling utterly depleted.

For most of my adult life, I treated stillness as something to push past. A phase between activities. I was afraid of sitting with myself.

"The quieter you become, the more you can hear." — Ram Dass

What I found in that stillness wasn't emptiness. It was closer to clarity. When the constant stream of input went quiet, something else became audible — a sense of what actually mattered.

This is what stillness offers: not the absence of thought, but a different quality of thought. Slower. More honest. Less performed.